Thinking of killing myself?

Please don't. It won't do you or your mother any good, because if you're dead in a terrible afterlife, she'll cry, worry, and end up depressed and no one will care for her. Plus, you'll let the neighbors win with you gone. Stand up, be strong, smile, and mock their words and don't let them get you for God loves you and you're caring for your mom and she's lucky to have you.=) God bless!