In search of a Pastor or Christian to help me with my Torments.?

I am a baby christian (been one roughly perhaps a year or so). i keep getting thoughts and great fear im going to the lake of fire, like no matter what i do im bound for the lake of fire. i am becoming afraid of god, every time i think of going to heaven i doubt i am going there and believe im going to the lake of fire.. i believe strongly in christ i just dont do enough for him.. i am resisting sins and have given up pleasures of this world but i feel everytime i do something as an act of faith god is frowning upon me or that its not good enough to plese him.. christ said good works dont grant you heaven but believeing in him is how we are saved. i believe in him but do not feel saved.. my hope is that i go to heaven and i believe christ died for all.. help these thoughts are tormenting! i think on them too much and very deeply!