I have been having strange supernatural religious experiences; advice?

There is something strange that I have seen outside my window; it appears to be a hologram shaped like a saucer with a bulge or a bowl shape; it looks like it is filled with long skinny strings with a red liquid that has meaty chunks on top; it flies by like a spaceship and I can hear it sing beautiful music as it flies away; is this a holy spirit; what is it?